so yeah, hello world.
cant really tell you how much i love my life. everythings fucked up all at once but honest, im glad. i chose to live here and leave everything behind. leave all the shit i have got back in the shit high school. o God i wish i live here ages ago. I find myself actually rescued. i know how grand it is to love myself.
Boy, dont ever blame me of what happened. everything i did i have reasons. even if you dont care, those reasons will showed up itself. you better sit and watch yourself in the mirror. ask yourself of things youv been doing. but to be honest, i cant give a fuck of you anymore sorry. face it, the world is full with hypocrites. someday soon everyones a dead meat. and im done being a shit. and p.s, sorry for a drunken call last nite. that will b the last.
and on top of that, im so happy i met these beautiful best friends. they are my world. i dont no why im here until them showed up. the world is cruel but i couldnt care less i feel our hands tied to tight. because we want to. there my world, my backbone. They made me see how beautiful life is. what a real love is. in every tears we shed i know we are one. so chuffed in each day, me Claire and Danka are moving to a flat in Glasgow. Clark and Johnny, youre like imaginary dreamland for me. you guys make so much sense in those ive been through!
start a fab new life. a great one shall i say.
and i finally have to say, this is my last post. im moving to a new blog and you can find it yourself if ye wanted to.
“you’ll laugh, you’ll cry, it’ll change your life” – Empire Magazine
so long.
